So my name's going on Discovery channel as assistant producer!

I guess, I am happy about that.

But on the other hand, I still feel so very very tired.

Did I quit too early?

Will I ever find a better place to be?

I've been disinterested in things.

Is that how I should be?

Of course not.

Was I less disinterested before?

I think so. I'm a 'keen' girl in a way too. Very accepting. Very keen to take things on.

But what happened to the beat of my heart? Haha corny thing to say

Now I hold back more than I leapt forth. Like I wanted to control myself more than to show myself.

Geez.

I love the movie The Green Hornet!

It totally made me laugh! I like that. Funny superhero movies. They're the best.

Okay, coming off as a fan-girl now. Jay Chou yay. :)

Anyway, I'm just thinking. This blog has been so boring. And un-updated.

I gotta try to write more. Despite always having no time.

I have to try to write more.

Whatever I'm caught up with, whatever I just don't get, whatever I get and am inspired by.

Everything just seems better when I can put it into words.

Dear Lord God, pls just help me to get in touch with myself again!

If I don't, I will find that I have lost my voice.

And I want to believe in my ability to speak out about things.

Tah.

I'd see you in a bit, dear readers of this blog, mostly including yours truly

I did it. I sent an email to end my internship. It is so surreal. They can't point a gun at my head and make me stay right? (Yah who would kill for me? Consequences consequences.) So this time I'm going, I know that I can. How many more times can I say 'no' and just go? But I guess I know now is the time. One more month of ass-busting work!

I miss you, my dear blog.